On Tuesday 17th January 2023 I lost the love of my life Michael Wright, now even though me and mike haven't been together for 3 years we still loved each other and had another baby together, he was my absolute soul mate and I still believe I'll never find another in anyone else.

Mike was 33 and overall healthy, he had bouts of depression but that never stopped him getting out and being a good dad to his 4 children. Mike suffered from a heart attack at his home and called 999, they then took over 2 hours to get to him and after 20 mins of being at hospital he went into cardiac arrest and his heart stopped beating :( 

It's been nearly 2 weeks now, i feel totally numb and just sick to my stomach. I've had so much support and so many people donate to the Go Fund Me Im absolutely crapping my pants about affording a funeral with sod all money and yes I have done the dwp grant but believe me it's not as much as you think. But being in debt isn't in the cards I have 3 kids to look after and futures to plan and save for.

These last nearly 2 weeks have been a blur and It feels like only yesterday I was getting a call to come to the hospital. I've seen him twice sleeping and it's so so heartbreaking I don't ever want to do that again. I keep "seeing him" and having to double take people or seeing things id have bought him but I now cant :(

Planning a funeral is hard and mega cruel..like sorry your husband just died but here's a debt of 4/5k on top! Being 31 and knowing absolutely nothing about them or what your expected to do or say to people is just shit! It definitely makes you think about life insurance or even a will!

Mike didn't have much and he never had a will or even discussed about a funeral, we never thought wed have to talk about it this early! I thought we'd just grow old together and sort it then! It was just so sudden and horrible.

I want it to be a nasty hoax or prank on his behalf but I know deep down it's not and this is real :( my heart aches and so do his children's. I will never let his memory die and even our 1 year old will know who daddy was!

One day I'll be with you again mike 🖤

And if love could of saved you, you would of lived forever x

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Mumma x